writing this post took plenty of my courage.
i odd to accept the fact
the fact that your nolonger beside me anymore
i got to accept the fact that we wont be as close as before
i got to bear everything alone by myself
i got to face the old weak and very weak old yanz again
i miss most part of our past
i wont forget all the things you did
i jus had to put you behind cos ur the one who put me back
u have your reasons why did u pick my path for me
but i also hv the reasons to be overly sad abt this.
people around me notice
my unattentive
my mood
my eyes
May is a very bad month .
i dun know how long do i need to recover,
dun ask me
i am very inconfident rite now
everynite looking in the mirror and not noticing who is standing in front of it……
i am hurt ..
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