aging

tons to write
but little time left for writting ..

m offically now 27 ! yes twenty-seven ..
its now 2010 and im 27
meaning to say
in the year 2020 i will be 37 !
year 2030 i will be 47
!!!

o man time is realli too fast… the candles on my bday cake will soon be overcrowded with all the candles
i am jus being paranoid , isnt it ?

its weird ..

iactually age so fast !

i disappointed

a new year had come ..everyday has jus pass..
its now 13days past 2010 and i had lots of program line up
1st jan 2010 – went to malacca with LGJ and his sista and bb cayden .. they drove all the way to there and me n jas were taking turns looking after bb.. its a nice yet tiring trip. but i shall be a good start for the year .. at least i assume.

office is jus the same..bitches barking and boss throwing words at everyone ..feel like changing a working environment but jus too lazy to flipthe papers or to look thru the company internet ..mayb i m just too LAZI..

school, my dear study gang gotta seperated..kinda or i will say i surely miss them so so so much.this time round gotta realli standby my own..had 2 individual assignment waiting for submission on feb..yet not much had been done on research ..wat am i gonna do..

as for my bday..realli so happy tat we can confrim on going for the short getaway. but things aint always so easy for me, why do i alwas had to go thru the hard way.. this is the 2nd time they went off without me. 1st time cos i was working n dating this time round 2nd time i had forgo the trip again jus because the sch requires me to attend.. and cant b postphone or carry forward .. FUC!!!!
realli felt so helpless and so guilety i had disappoint my gers for the 2nd time. i feel v v bad
especially this was organise cos partly to celebrate my bday.

fucking damn sad ..
jus came back from langkawi days ago.
its an island ..
more to write up abt it .. will update later ..

short circuitt

 

m sorry but it still angers me, then again, anger sometimes makes me aware of the others which i hv miss out on. if decide not to celebrate bdy or xmas with me rather den frds .. then one shld be aware how much this persons weights u in them even thought an offer was made but its an offer which comes later then the other one. importancy ? seriously behind the frds. get it into ur mind!

ur behind of those people!

the way to handle this?

make it the same, celebrate with ur frds and dun ever let the person celebrate for u, cos since they dun hv u in them, wat the fuck u hv them in u?

i will.
celebrate with my dears and darlingss and all my BFF
but not u.
i cant hate u more then ever then choices comes..

wat the hell am i even talking shouting here?
didnt i said i let him off already ?
ya .. short circuit again ..

2010.. i wann find my butter !!
not jam not peanut butter .

nice quote

ur the my butter of my bread

i wann get my butter !

no wonder

i stay home this yr for xmas .
i swear i do not wann stay home for xmas anymore not for the next year .!
den again i realise a lot of other people same as me
stayed home didnt went out .
but i am not them i do not want to be them
why the FUCK am i at home ?
NB i am realli at home for this 2009 xmas

and half hour ago .. i finalli discover why ! why ! didnt go
the CJ was there no wonder !
no wonder !!
this is how peoples says ur a friend tat was treasured ..
FUCK !
yes i am cursing and swearing at everyone .
FUCK OFF ! damn freaking PISS !

simple saying —- i HATE U . i realli HATE U

does it make sense ?

joy is where u want to place ur heart at .

wow i heard this sentences from the tv show..

do u realli think it make sense ?